[Intro]
G D Em D C
[Versetto]
            G                       
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin'
 D 
 well 
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well 
                   Em            
I wish someone had told me I'd be
 D             C 
 doin' this by myself 
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself 
                         G        
There's reasons that I'm thankful,
                            D 
 there's a lot I'm grateful for 
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for 
                          Em        
But it's different when a stranger's
        D               C 
 always waitin' at your door 
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door 
          Am                        
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers
         D 
 seem to want me more 
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more 
              G        F       Em 
Than anyone before (Anyone before) 
Am                          D 
  Too bad they're usually deranged 
G                             D 
Last week, I realized I crave pity 
                 Em           
When I re-tell a story, I make
 D               C 
 everything sound worse 
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse 
                G                    
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just
        D 
 bad at healing 
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing 
                     Em          
And maybe that's the reason every
 D                 C 
 sentence sounds rehearsed 
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed 
          Am                         
Which is ironic because when I wasn't
 D 
 honest 
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest 
                    G            F  
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for
      Em                          
 attention, just to get neglection)
 Am 
 
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection) 
            Cm 
Now we're estranged
[Ritornello]
G                D    Em 
 Things I once enjoyed 
D              C         G 
Just keep me employed now 
                   D   Em 
Things I'm longing for 
D                C 
Someday, I'll be bored of 
        Am  D  G F Em 
It's so weird 
              Am               Cm 
That we care so much, until we don't
[Versetto]
            G                      
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on
    D 
 my shoulders 
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders 
                Em          D      
But I'm gettin' better at admitting
          C 
 when I'm wrong 
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong 
                 G              
I'm happier than ever, at least,
             D 
 that's my endeavor 
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor 
                 Em        
To keep myself together and
    D          C 
 prioritize my pleasure 
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure 
             Am                      
'Cause to be honest, I just wish that
        D 
 what I promise 
'Cause to be honest, I just wish that what I promise 
                         G         
Would depend on what I'm given (Not
    F              Em 
 on his permission) 
Would depend on what I'm given (Not on his permission) 
                   Am       Cm 
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused,
 mm
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
[Ritornello]
G                D    Em 
 Things I once enjoyed 
D              C         G 
Just keep me employed now 
                   D   Em 
Things I'm longing for 
D                C 
Someday, I'll be bored of 
        Am  D  G F Em 
It's so weird 
              Am               Cm 
That we care so much, until we don't
[Outro]
    G                              
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere
 D 
 laughin' 
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin' 
            Em        D              
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be
 C 
 fine 
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine 
              G                   
I've had some trauma, did things I
        D 
 didn't wanna 
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna 
                  Em           D     
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I
            N.C. 
 think it's time
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time